When I close my eyes to pray, I ask God to open my eyes and help me see past the ordinary I plead for mercy on my knees that I may be able to stand before men and defend my belief. I cry out for comfort to allaviate the pain that I am feeling. WhenContinue reading “WHEN I PRAY”
I’m fine…I say it smile so that it sounds more convincing.“I’m fine! “I’ll probably chuckle just to make sure you don’t see the tears hiding this plastic smile that I have worn for so long. I have forgotten what my smile looks like.But I’m fine…You don’t need to ask me twice.I made it clear theContinue reading “I’M FINE, THANKS FOR ASKING”
The way I puff my afro.The way I pout my lips and smile.It’s in the way I walkThe way I talkHow loud I laugh and how silently I cryIt’s who I am. What you don’t see.It’s my energyMy spiritMy light shining from the inside – out.
Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I smile. Most times I’m hurt, broken and bruised. Other times I laugh, out loud in amusement of the lies I make myself believe. Some days are grey. Most days are true. This feeling ain’t new. But I pick up my pieces and try this again because sometimes one step isContinue reading “Some Days”
I’ve written them not because I couldn’t say them, But because I was afraid to say it all. I wrote them because I was afraid no one would believe the words coming out of my mouth. I wrote the sorrows of my heart in black and white. I wore a plastic smile that I couldContinue reading “Bleeding Words”
Say you want me too. Say it so that I can if what I feel is true. Say that I make you smile, that I make loving worth while. You don’t have to feel it. You don’t have to mean it. You just have to say it and I’ll be the one to believe it.
Hey lov3r I know you l0ve a challen9eHere’s the Passcode to my he@rt. Unlock 1t.
Without you I’m melodious song playing through the quiet walls of my heart.Without you, I can finally see myself as a better person.Without you I am able to be myself and love it.Without you I am unafraid and undefeated. Because I could not be all these things with you, I choose to stay without you.
I apologize for being so clingy. However, I can’t fight the thought that every woman that sees you wants you just as much as I do. I can’t help it but think of how attracted I am to you. And just how in an alternate universe, I wouldn’t be attracted to you at all, somebodyContinue reading “JEALOUS”